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Vessels

by Bryan Estepa

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1.
Think I’m on it Figured it out And your story was never in doubt Maybe I was lazy, selfish and bored Uninspired and wanting more I’m coming up for air And soon enough you’ll be aware That I won’t let you down Won’t let you down On the outer Nowhere to go Hand in my pocket Eyes on the floor How do I earn your welcome mat? Need a lesson I need you back Inch by inch the gap is closer Draw the blinds the twilights over
2.
Hard Habits 03:40
Say you will go and I’ll argue my case I’ll show you every concern that I have misplaced You’re like a habit that I won’t break Bells are still ringing, there’s no end in sight And if you give me direction I won’t fall tonight You’re like a baby that I won’t wake Baby wont you try sometime To trace all your footsteps back For no lack of trying I’ve underachieved I couldn’t break through your codes and your double speak Some days I wonder if you are near Even if I was swinging from one end to none I’ll end up back where I started we won’t have to run Back to that same place where it begun
3.
Tongue Tied 03:58
She was a love of mine But the years have not been kind To my poor heart yeah Reappearing out of the blue Tongue tied when I’m talking to you And it’s so hard yeah It’s been far too long to be nervous still But we just don’t know what the moment will bring Talking fast, Oh I’m stumbling in And it’s not past me to be falling apart While I hide the remains of my fumbled starts Why disguise, oh I’m crumbling here Has the world been good to you? Or has you heart been broken too? Were you alright? Yeah Old Souls that we’ve become Soon forget and the memories gone We won’t fight it Yeah That’s all that I could give before Real plans that we had made and can’t ignore But I wanted more The more I dig in, the less I know
4.
Purple Patch 04:02
Wait and see it rise over your shoulder It’s not the only silver lining up ahead And you can’t rely on what you borrow It’s not so lonely being right there till the end A purple patch, a lucky dare Can make you see that you are floating So now c’mon, c’mon She’s making molehills out of nothing Don’t be so angry it’ll hit you back when you least expect And you are chasing gold in empty places Better be happy, this could be the best it’ll ever get A purple patch, a lucky dare Can make you see that you are floating So now c’mon, It’s only the good times I recall And I should have known You’ll be right here waiting for a call And win nothing at all Seeing another chance go flashing by
5.
So hang on baby You will see the funny side When we pull ourselves together We’ll laugh until we cry We won’t know why Let’s go with the weather I won’t move at all I’ll stay right here Got the TV on We don’t have to talk There’s nothing to say When we’re laying low It’s alright to tell me And I won’t blink an eye I’m leaving tonight It’ll be alright When we pull ourselves together I wanted more than this but I don’t know how
6.
Alone 03:32
Had enough of the summer baby I am missing the winter cold Have no trouble in moving away I am a little mixed up I know No need to tell you what I am doing Or read my life from a 10 inch screen There’s a lot more that I’m not showing I am a little mixed up I know I want to go where you will go If you would let me stay here I want to right all that I have wronged But I can’t do this alone Still learning to say I’m sorry I’m as stubborn as my old man It’s all green through my tunnel vision I am a little mixed up I know Wish I could give you more than you need I came armed with a plan to please Gambled all and fell to my knees I am a little mixed up I know
7.
Let It Go 05:23
I’ve been down, down, down Please forgive me On my lonesome I will wait For my turn, turn, turn to remember That she’s been looking for the sweetness in the pain Let me roll or let me wander I’ve been jumping out of my skin Took on every word like a bible Every page I read is somewhere I’ve been Would you buy into the promises instead Should your luck run out And the birds have flown south Just let it go Just let it go honey All your life you’ve been living in fright Just let it go Just let it go honey Like a mission from the gods You’re gonna give in without a warning Pull the blanket from your eyes Start closing in Taking chances is an art of looking good even when we’re failing But you don’t know when to start or when to end
8.
Yeah you’re acting strange Is it something peculiar? Can you disengage? When it matters to you See the morning in Only then you can make up your mind When the sun appears We can put out the fire Don’t tell me how to live You’re said it with conviction Point me where to dig So there’s no confusion Do you realise? You can’t miss what you never had Ain’t no looking back Or peering through the cracks Made my bed I won’t lie in it I could hear you thinking out loud Who’s to say that we’ll get it right if we can’t get it off the ground Yes I’d love to say that I’m ok And I’d love to say that we’re ok Yes I’d love to say that I’m ok but I won’t
9.
Shade 03:46
Here’s how it goes And I know you can Bring back the spoils of your own demands To claim your mine, oh mine is what I’m wanting to do Writing in vain Have I said it all? Going through the words and know that you needed more I feel its time, oh time to leave it all up to you Not too early to be ready for the search to begin It’ll be over in an instant it’s hard to admit Well it’s warm in the shade When you rest in my arms Sunset’s not far away and night time is when we part I know it’s time, oh time to leave the last for you I will lay here today, it’s the least that I can do
10.
Instincts 02:55
Tease tease me no And handle with care You say that I’m impossible to take anywhere on the road My visions impaired I see the signs ahead but I’m going nowhere Even if I’m cold, broke and falling behind At least you will know that I’m toeing the line I know you won’t like it Know you won’t like it at all I held it close Tried not to let you near If I reveal everything you’ll probably leave This I can guarantee You’ll question every bone that makes you stay with me It was better then they say All the roads it leads one way Makes you wonder why you stay
11.
Unglued 05:03
Hi, How are you? This is long overdue Are you well? Settled too? Have you met someone new? I’ve been avoiding all like a wicked plague My mantle’s full it’s gonna break You push and I will pull Split the difference into equal parts What I own is for you to have Its all because for you Once upon a time There were no holes in sight In the bliss we unwind Everyday by my side And I really don’t know if I want to see you happy For the last time we met I was beaten, bruised and sorry Now I’ve come unglued Edges are flailing in two Since I’m ready to meet you half way through
12.
Many hands make light work So you’re toiling for all its worth All those faces are a blur It’s a classic case you’ve got Like a boxer on his back Underwhelmed and knocked out And surrender to your doubt Don’t you be surprised at all That you’ve been here for that long And the great escape you’ve blown Drag you ball and chain We’re so glad you came Only settled for a smaller piece And you smile and nod to please Those surprises come in threes You’ll be here for another year And the outlooks not to clear We are frozen by our fears Shedding everything that’s clear He can’t wait for the rooster to crow All the fat ladies are singing along You’re divided on who went wrong In between your cries and moans

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This record was made as over 10 days between May 2009 & August 2010

Recorded the songs as 'live' as possible at Linear Recording with Chris Vallejo

All songs by Bryan Estepa (2011)

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released February 25, 2011

Produced by Bryan Estepa
Mixed by Michael Carpenter @ Love HZ Studios
Mastered by Willy Bowden @ King Willy Studios

Music performed by Bryan Estepa, Scott Barr, Russell Crawford, Graeme Trewin, Brian Crouch, Jason Walker, Tim Byron, Jadey O'Regan, Tom Sowonja & Larissa McKay

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Bryan Estepa Sydney, Australia

Bryan Estepa is an Australian Singer-songwriter who has been part of the Australian independent music scene for over 20 years. Estepa has released 6 critically acclaimed studio albums and undertaken several tours through Australia, Europe, USA, Japan and The Philippines. Bryan has once been labelled one of 'Sydney's best kept secrets'.

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